Hi!
My b-day was pretty good. :) My FHE
just turned out to be a birthday party. lol That’s all the branch felt like
doing. hehe :) being 22 is weird. I feel old now. It’s like my last connection
to the teenage crowd was just severed. I'm officially out of that group now.
So Mom I had a moment a little like your
week, this week....
This past Thursday at Zone
Conference I felt something very strongly. It was one of those whisperings of
the Spirit President Carlos always talks about. He never said it, but I heard
it. It was a very clear feeling. I heard, "You can do so much more. You
haven't given everything you have yet. Kaya mo pa." It put me to tears
then, and I’m starting to tear up again as I write this.
As I look back at who I was, and
what I was capable of when I was new in the mission, and compare it to now, I'm
ashamed. The Lord has strengthened me. I have been taught Tagalog. I have
gained a testimony. I have started becoming a master teacher. I'm worthy of the
companionship of the Spirit always. I have power when I teach. I can do so much
more now than I could a year ago... The Lord knows just how capable I am. He
has given me my every talent and ability, but what have I given him? I’ve given
Him 90% effort my whole mission. I've held back.
During our last weekly planning I
was overcome by all the time we lose as zone leaders and everything we have to
try and do, and how can we possibly give our best effort in our area when we
are focusing not only on 1 area, but 7. I was planning on asking President to
step me down after this cycle so I could finally give everything I had... but
that wouldn't fix anything really. I can always give everything I have no
matter where I am, no matter what situation I am in. I understand that now.
I have more to give. I won't hold
back anymore. I love the Lord and I am thankful for all He has done for me.
You’re right about the Shaners. They
are going crazy right now. What president is doing is he is first going to
double up on missionaries in area that are weak or need help. Than when they
are all doubled up, he is going to start creating new areas.
This is from the Shaner's Blog: “This past few weeks we have been working SO hard trying
to secure apartments or upgrade existing ones in preparation for the INFLUX of
new Elders and Sisters in March. I capitalize influx because up until now, we
have normally only gotten maybe a 4 or 5 'net' increase of Elders or Sisters
each batch. They arrive and it is fairly easy to plug them into the spots that
were vacated the night before by the Elders and Sisters who went home. Up until
now, it has been a wash for the most part however, with the age requirement
change in October, more Elders and Sisters are applying for missions earlier
and this next batch that will arrive the end of March will be our first
experience with the increased numbers. We will send about 6 or 7 home and get
in return 25 at last count.”
Well, I’m off to buy the ingredients
I need for funky Frito fruckies again! :)
I love you so much!
Have a great week and don't accept
any other result! :) :*
-Elder Lundy
they are the ones that put on the party for me.
Nay Dalilis, and Nay Bayatan.
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